ok so i know, i know. shitty pop music.....blah blah blah but i'm totally obsessed with justin timberlake's song "lovestoned ( Read more... )

i just got back to nyc, and i'm at tammys....im actually really fucking homesick for winchester. pretty much: what the fuck?

this music....it fills me in places i didn't know i had

why is coke in a bottle so much infinitly better than coke in a ...plastic bottle?

To the CEOs of big pharma ( Read more... )

it's getting harder and harder to keep it together every day. every day i become more disassociative. i don't know what's good and what's bad for anyone anymore--my brain keeps switching back and forth. i feel empty the rest of the time. i get irrationally angry at everyone. i want her back in my world. it's selfish. i don't know, if i got her out ( Read more... )

just got back from the hospital. saw sam there. unpleasntry at it's best, she made my time with tammy be cut short ( Read more... )

so i found myself wondering between which was a better place to live: california or new york city? well, which is worse: natural disaster or a man-made one ( Read more... )

Sometimes, only one person is missing, and the whole world seems depopulated.
-Alphonse de Lamartine

where the hell is tammy? fuck. i wish she would call.

ok so THIS WEEKEND WAS THE WEIRDEST PARTY EVER. and when i say weird, i mean fucking outthere bizarre, i-thought-it-was-a-dream-half-the-time kinda weird ( Read more... )