Kristen's 17th Birthday

Sep 04, 2004 12:50

Today would have been the 17th birthday of one of my best friends. Kristen would have loved it bc it would have been her first summer birthday since i've known her and its on a staurday. It makes me wonder if things would be differnt if she was still alive, would she and i be talking again, and if we were talking would i be "seeing" the guy i am ( Read more... )

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starcruiser87 September 4 2004, 21:10:10 UTC
Hey heather, its Megan. I know that we haven't really talked lately but you are still my friend, if you need anything just ask. You are such a sweet person, but you are way too hard on yourself. You just have to see that things are not always your fault. So if you need a favor or even just someone to talk to, don't hesitate to ask, its what friends are for.
Love, Meg.

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kaittle September 5 2004, 00:36:41 UTC
first off..Im pretty sure you and Kristen would be friends again...you were talking a little bit before it happened..and about the site..I never liked going there..everytime I go I just get all hysterical just thinking about what happened to her..going there for me is like Christmas all over again..Its just so hard to go there and not think about what she went through and what she was thinking when it was happening to her...everytime I drive down that road on the way there..I say to my parents.."Its so weird how Kristen was driving where Im driving right now and didn't know that in seconds her life would be over"..I just cant imagine her driving and not knowing that in like a matter of seconds she would be gone. Its just hard to believe..and the sad part is she had no way of knowing and she had no idea her life was going to end and the last person she saw or talked to was fucking travis..whatever..but yea if you ever want to go to the site I would gladly go..but you should go by yourself so you can sit there and just talk to her and ( ... )

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it will work out in the end anonymous September 9 2004, 04:44:10 UTC
It's been a year now, since you were here now
And I've been trying to heal inside
Dedications have all been placed
And I see your resemblance in my face
And on our birthday I said an extra wish for you, for you

And I have learned so much since you've been gone
And I have done so little for so long
So now I'll settle up these grievances and focus on the savory
And wave all these discrepancies away
And I'll peter out these misconceptions, give out faith at my discretion
Live a life that you would think was sane, sane

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And I wonder if you ever really wanted it this way
And in your memory they even hung a plaque for you, for you

And I have learned so much since you've been gone
And I have done so little for so long
So now I'll settle up these grievances and focus on the savory
And wave all these discrepancies away
And I'll peter out these misconceptions, give out faith at my discretion
Live a life that would think was sane, sane

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