You know, I often wonder...If I were to stop taking all the pretty little pills that my shrink gives me...would I still be the same person? As of now this is my pill schedule
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You are soooo right Layla. I'm glad you understand what I'm talking about. The thing is I seem fine but what I'm trying to figure out is if it is just because I walk around constantly medicated. I guess I'm just tired of taking all these pills. I just want it to end already. But the pills I take control all the disorders I inhabit, so I guess I'm just afraid of how I'll get. I'm pretty crazy Layla. Its different when I hang out with you because you bring out the happy/goofy/fun side of me. I have so much fun when we hang out so you always see a really good side of me. If you asked certain other people they would probably say I was a bitch or weird or just plain psycotic.
You are right though. Everyone has skeletons in their closet. I guess some people are just better at hiding them.
Oh yeah, when I drink there are some pills that I can't take, I'd be feelin' really groovy you know what I'm sayin'. SO I just take the ones that are absolutely necessary.
Wow, I think I just wrote a book. Anyways, its good to know you understand.
To be honest I don't trust the shrink’s orders. I use to work with mental health and I found at times that my consumers (15 of them) did a lot better with out the pills. I pretty much had to deal with most psychotropic medications and at times the symptoms that the pills produce are a lot more complex than the psychosis itself. I love psychology but I honestly believe that most of these PhD’s are sedating their patients as an easy way of dealing with them instead of finding a counseling procedure that works. I saw my consumer’s every week the doc only saw them once every three months, spoke to them about ten minutes and concluded what medications they should be given. I’m not telling you not to take your meds but you should really look into them, I have tons of books that talk about psychotropic meds if you ever want to borrow them just ask.
Thats exactly how it is. I go see my shrink he asks me how things are going, we talk for about ten minutes then thats it...session is up and he thinks that amount of time is sufficient enough to tell me that I'm fucked up. I think shrinks just have their patients roaming around like walking zombies just so they don't have to deal with them so much.
On the flipside, some of the pills I take, drastically helped me out. It was over time, but there was still a definite change. But for the most part, the other pills he prescribes me just keep me buzzed. But yeah if you could lend me some books that would be great.
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You are right though. Everyone has skeletons in their closet. I guess some people are just better at hiding them.
Oh yeah, when I drink there are some pills that I can't take, I'd be feelin' really groovy you know what I'm sayin'. SO I just take the ones that are absolutely necessary.
Wow, I think I just wrote a book. Anyways, its good to know you understand.
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On the flipside, some of the pills I take, drastically helped me out. It was over time, but there was still a definite change. But for the most part, the other pills he prescribes me just keep me buzzed. But yeah if you could lend me some books that would be great.
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