how could i forget....sarah had the most gorious baby.i get so excited when i go over at sarahs...which hasnt been alot because of work but i will make it a point!1 hehe...i can tell that girl is goona be trouble. she is gonna have teh boys running after her..hehe and im going to be runnign behind them with a baseballbat!

i love u sarah and ella

damn damn damn...its amazing at how u would expect someones best friend to only care about their friends safety and wellbeing and not money..but i wasnt really expecting that..but he will get his money when he gets back ( Read more... )

well lets see brandona nd i are i guess going at it agian...::sigh:: not sure how that will work he doesnt even seem to care to put an effort in it. i understand he is tire dbnut damn..im not going to bnitch. i ahve a ultrasound monday for my endometriosis. im starting school soon moving in with my nanny..so on so on...i will update later when im ( Read more... )

well im sitting at home alone. just got finished talking to brandon.::sigh:: this sucks. i have decided no more relationships for me. i feel so empty.everything reminds me off him. i miss him saying i love you, i miss his hugs i miss EVERY FUCKING THING...except him bitching at me. i ate a taco and a few bites of dinner yesterday and a few bites of ( Read more... )

well..once again. we arent together. but i broke it off this time. too much has changed.or maybe its me..maybe its him. im not really sure anymore.. words and actions towards me are different than what he promised he would never do... and i get so angry at him i snap and dont really remember what i say or what i do. i knwo he is under alot of ( Read more... )

only this time he is home. im going through so freaking much...and he isnt here...it sliek he is in his own little world.i feel worthless, unappreciated,useless. i just dont understand anything...i feel like this is all my fault..im trying to heard to make him happy..and maybe he is eatting it up.november needs to come....i need friends..but work ( Read more... )

well brandon and i are no longer engaged..we are just bofriend and girlfriend...::sigh:: thatnks for certain people getting in my relationship. but i guess it is teh best we both have so much going on in our lives.i mean at one point he wanted ot go to college now he wants to go active..but they told him it was 99.9% unlikely..but there unit just ( Read more... )

TIFFANY KRAHA! stupid bitch..once agian i have been backstabbed..didnt see this one coming the only thing she is right about is how blind i am...i suppossively dragged her inot this but in reality it was all her...but tiffany is always right..she flirts intentionally..i tell her to stop to respect my wishes and what does she do she goes behind my ( Read more... )

kimmy is coming into town today and brandon, tiffany, me and kimmy are all going to 6 flags..i cant fucking wait!!! whoot.. and my baby has to leave on july 12th for fort bragg for his AIT training....comes back on teh 28th but still..im gonna miss him.. then in september off to ITT tech he goes...sigh...this long distance will kill me..i dont ( Read more... )

i wish things were fun...brandon and i are having a hard time living with will...its makign us irritable and fight..i need a vaction but we cant handle it by ourselves....and teh more an dmore i think of what brandon said teh more and more i miss heather and josh..its crazy..but we always had fun with each other..and im so glad they are so happy... ( Read more... )