ur very right. that was way too harsh. i just had a little extra steam from the other day that i needed to blow off. i don't know if i really believe what i said. i actually don't think i do. he didn't really hurt me that much, i just allowed myself to really get attached to the idea of going out with him, which wasn't smart. i would like to be his friend again, but not this summer, because i need time. i'm not "de-friending" him- im just waiting until im able to allow him to be my friend again. the thing is, he was perfectly nice about breaking up with me, but it just hurt me so much that i was going off on a tangent.
and i know what it's like to be confused. we were both in the same situation, just at different times. now he knows how i felt in december and vice versa.
alyssa, you have to realize that sometimes in the world, for no particular reason, good people are bastards (see above comment). this is only because men do not understand women, and at times do not understand feelings at all. this isn't something that can be cured, so it's just something we have to suffer with. also, these same people believe that hooking up can lead to actual relationships, when sometimes it's just not meant to be. you two are at different points in your life, where one of you was looking for a serious relationship, and the other was driven by his penis instead of his heart. i think you can figure out who's who. i am going to miss you. but you'll be fine. i love you :)
and god i hope the men in europe are better than americans.
omg, alyssa. i'm leaving in half an hour! and stupid me, last night when i was packing, i forgot to leave any makeup out! so now i'll look dead on arrival. ack! i'll just borrow mascara from my mom--i know, gross, sharing mascara--but it's the only way. and this morning i nicked my leg while shaving, and it hurts like hell. ew. eh, i'm babbling. i'll miss you the most! but i shall return. in a month. meh, it's 9:30 am, i'm so tired! byyyyyye!!
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so he was confused, it happens.
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and i know what it's like to be confused. we were both in the same situation, just at different times. now he knows how i felt in december and vice versa.
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i am going to miss you. but you'll be fine. i love you :)
and god i hope the men in europe are better than americans.
P.S. i love ur mom's comment. always.
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i love everyone, even if they don't really deserve it.
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i miss u
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eh, i'm babbling. i'll miss you the most!
but i shall return. in a month. meh, it's 9:30 am, i'm so tired!
byyyyyye!!
je t'embrasse m'amore,
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hehehe i can't believe ur going to switzerland. eeeeeeeeek
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well i'm here. i'm so sad, i miss you all!
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