so my weekend was amazing ( Read more... )

so what is this girl doing on a saturday night. oh sitting at home by myself watching tv. this seems to be a very common thing for me to do on a saturday night. you would think that out of all the people that i know someone would say hey i am going out somewhere tonight i should see what jen is doing. nope never not once has anyone ever called to ( Read more... )

well things are getting better. at least better than they were in my last entry ( Read more... )

well i haven't updated in forever. things have been really hard lately. i hate school so i changed my major so that i can be done in a year and a half. one more semester on ap and then i will offically be off. i thought last semester was going to be my last semester on ap but i guess things don't always work the way you want them to ( Read more... )

so today at my observation hours it was so much fun. i have never had that much fun at observation hours at all this entire semester. it was awsome. i only have 10 hours left. what the hell ever made me think that i wanted to be an athletic training major ( Read more... )

The sky has lost it's color ( Read more... )

i am scared of the future ( Read more... )

WHAT THE HELL???

*not in a good mood*

so i don't know exactly what is wrong with me but i feel like at any point i could definally snap. i am so irritated all the time and so frustrated all the time and i don't really know why. i am extremely stressed out with school and the athletic training program which stresses me all the time. money, oh yeah don't have any of that so that makes ( Read more... )

i am so damn frustrated all the time about everything. i feel like i have let everyone down. i feel like i have let my sisters down for not being a good sister and never being around and not contributing my share. i feel like i have let my parents down because i screwed around and now i am wasting money by still being in college and not graduating ( Read more... )