hmm...

[sexytexas]

recently i've noticed that i don't act the same as i use to with jason. you would think for obvious reasons, but i'm doing the same thing i did with landry a few summers ago. everything starts out great, we are good friends we joke around, then it becomes more and i start to watch what i say...even though i shouldn't because he already knows what

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[nuclearblonde]

Yes you are a nut case but we all are in our own way...you get scared and close yourself off from guys, while i just get scared of relationships and find a way to sabotage them (ie cheat!)...but at least you know that your doing it and you can work on it now...things will be so different when you see him and your togetehr at camp..dont worry about it...its always harder to talk to people over the phone b/c there are always awkward silences and you cant guage the persons responses as well...it will all work out dont worry (and i like you with jason a whole lot more than you with landry and i know jason likes you a lot)