Damnit damnit damnit, why do i always seem to fuck things up.....so Lexy has me stressed and I don't feel good and there is noone around that gives a damn. I love my Gabe and can't wait to be with her, but it is taking so long that the strain of a ldr is getting to me and I keep snaping at her. I can't expect her put up with it. I wouldn't. I don't ( Read more... )

YOu know I swear I am losing my damn mind ( Read more... )

You know I sit here and I think(I think to much) but I think about me and my woman. and I don't think she wants this not really, I haven't heard from her in going on 3 days and before if I didn't hear from her in a day she found a way to get a hold of me... I kinda feel like I am just in the way now. Last time we talked she didn't sound to excited ( Read more... )

you know it took me forever to find a pic that LJ would except and I found it...Ms Christina Cox... isn't she a hottie She plays in my favorite lesbian movie Better Than Chocolate ok well thats all I had to say now I have to jet off to work grrr

This just isn't my week. Everything seem to be going wrong and I can' t stand it cause everything was going great and falling into place and now....now nothing seems to be going right. I hate feeling completely out of control of my life. I hate it cause I end up doing something to make me feel more in control and it always blows up in my face. it ( Read more... )

OK my ass is going to sit here and pout cause I can damn it.yesterday was my birthday damn it and it suck major fucking ass. I can list the ppl that remembered it was my birthday on one hand....again. as fucking usual. I'd say for about the past 6 or 7 birthdays the ppl that remembered can be counted on one hand each year... and if you are ( Read more... )

Well today is my birthday.. woohoo*twirl finger* but my baby remembered heeeeee wich makes me happy. ummm yeah mom is kicking me off so I'll just leave it at that.

well I tried again and got like a whole shit load down imoportand shit too and the my fucking pc froze jus t my damn luck. you know I can't seem to do a damn thing right not even a stupid jornalk entry. well I am just all sorts a pisse doff right now but I don't feel like explaining why AGAIN so again I will just leave it at this and try again

God Damn it I just sat here and fucking typed what was on my mind for an hr and then the stupid son of a bitch got erased cause of a damn pop up......
I took a lot of thought and concentration to put everything that I have been feeling down on this stupid page just to have it earsed.....I will try again later i guess GOD DAMN IT

This sux, I just got home and can't sleep cause I am wired on addrnalin. About an hr ago I was coming home and at a yeild light when i was crossing some morron ran a red light and side swiped me. No worries I am ok justa bit sore. I hut my head on the window, but now I have no car...can't even drive the damn thing. Of course his truck had a mettal ( Read more... )