Let the tears fall.......

[sexyvampnina3]

I cried for the first time in a long time, I kinda miss it. My whole world is just pushing against this wall, a wall which I offen talk about as a symbol of my being sane and that every bad thing that happens in my life pushes that wall more and more and more until one day its just going to break and do the unthinkable. Im ready though, im ready to

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Nina..

[anonymous]

You have something to live for, you have a lot actually. What happend to the last entry when you said you thought you were meant to do something with your life? Everyone has a purpose, but not everyone finds out what it is. To let go and just let your problems control you isn't good sweetie. You control your own destiny. Not your problems, or your family, or your friends. You have to realize that some things just won't change in your life, but no matter what, you have people here to help you. All you have to do is just ask. In a way, we kinda serve a purpose to be there for you when you need us. I know there's a lot I don't know about that's going on in your life, but I am here for you. Lean on me when you need to, open up to me, and I'll be there for you. *hugs and kisses* -V

Vinna....

[sexyvampnina3]

I know that, but sometimes its really hard to see things like that in the dark. I know you love me and so does all those other people and I can see it but sometiems you dont want to see it and I guess thats my own fault. If I dont say it enough I thank you and everyone else that comments on my journals who takes the time to read whats going on in my life and you think something so stupid would acutally make my day I mean you see how happy I get when romaine comments on my journal lol