So, yay! Going to be getting full time at Target!

Here are my hours for the next two weeks.

This week:
Thursday - 8am - 3:30pm
Friday - 8am - 3:30pm

Week of June 29th - July 3rd
Monday - 8am - 3:30pm
Tuesday - 8am - 3:30pm
Wednesday - 8am - 3:30pm
Thursday - 8am - 3:30pm
Friday - 8am - 3:30pm

I know it's only seven hours right now 'Cause I'm training and we ( Read more... )

So, I haven't been talking to my father for the past almost..week? And my mother has some country dancing on Tuesdays, so I'm left to fend for dinner etc for myself. Well, my mother called my father and asked if he wanted me to make him something for dinner, and he said no. Well, she left, and then around 6pm he calls and says "Want Chinese food?" ( Read more... )

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Not even going to lie, I cried when I wached that, because it's how I feel.

      Engel was silent as she looked up at the man she once loved more then anything. Blood slowly trickled down her jaw. She was still silent and so was he. She wouldn't be taking such abuse from him anymore. In a split second she was up, in his face, claws tightly around his neck. "Apologize!" She growled, lowly. He just stared, laughing the best ( Read more... )

Sometimes I need you,
You and only you.

You'll never really understand,
All the pain you put me through.

Without love in my heart,
This is tearing me apart.

I needed you,
but you were never there,
I longed for you,
You were never here to care.

So sometimes I wonder,
If you lie,
But I will always know,
What I feel...inside.
- - - -

Happy Easter all, I ( Read more... )

Jesus, what a dream. I had it yesterday, and man..I just couldn't sleep after that dream.

So it was strange, Andrea had called me and said she was in Boston and that she wanted me to come and hang out with her, so I did. Though, she was in this horrible, bad part of Boston with all these whore houses and such. It was so dark, I was actually scared. ( Read more... )

I wish I was a superhero,
Just for thirty minutes,
So I could get the yard work done,
And my dad would stop bitching.

I wish I was a superhero,
If only for a few hours,
I'd fly so fast to work,
I'd have to leave on the exact hour.

I wish I was a superhero,
If only for a day,
You'd actually fucking notice me,
And I wouldn't cry all day.

I wish I was a superhero ( Read more... )

So hey, yeah, totally not posting those things anymore. No one fills them out. =[

So, yeah, feeling very unimportant, hurt, and sad.
I'm good at hiding it in real life, though.
Well, I mean, I already cried at like 4am. so.
I'm just feeling more and more...suicidal.
I guess that makes me stupid, emo, or whatever you'd want to call it.
I just don't ( Read more... )