Note to self: Sometimes your elders really do know what they're talking about.

[sey]

Within the next two years I intend to be in Europe.
Until then I will sit here and gawk at my computer screen.

What a rotten day. Well, ok, I guess it wasn't that bad.
But I did find out I will have to pee in a jug for 24 hours next Tuesday. Not 24 continuous hours, mind you. I do get to stop peeing and resume sitting in my desk chair

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[exor]

thanks for the monaco link.. now i regret more than ever not going to europe last summer. last chance i would've had for a real trip.. it's all work and studying from now on :(

ah well i would've been 100% broke had i gone anyway..

where do you plan to go?

as for the peeing in a jug bit, well, hope your aim is better than mine :|

[sey]

I want to go all over Europe. I imagine if I live in a central location (like France) I could take weekend trips just about anywhere. That would be ideal. I want to go to England and ****Italy**** especially. I wish I was taking Italian instead of French!

Ahhh aim. Yes, I will have to work on that. Maybe there will be a funnel!

[defeituoso]

I totally have your other post open in a tab, waiting to be commented on.. but i think i'll probably just throw it all in here.

p.s. yay you're posting!!

ok, so A) you should get some extra big luggage and sneak me into europe with you. i totally want to go. :<

B) peeing in a jug sounds terrifying... actually, no, taking said jug back to the doctor after you've peed in it sounds terrifying. i feel weird handing the stupid cup over, i can't imagine a whole jug!

C) your bill looks like my bank account. well, not that bad, but you are definitely better off. ;x maybe if i put "amount due" next to the - i will feel better!

D) i really liked the pictures in your other post! At first i thought they were paintings! totally beautiful.

E) the letter was also awesome.. fucking hysterical.

F) ♥

[sey]

Meli!! Not fair, I can't comment on yours :p Btw, the post you made the other day about disappearing hit close to home. I doubt my day was as bad as yours, but I knew that feeling. I just wanted to give you a hug. I think you're awesome and I don't like seeing you unhappy.
Posting here is kind of weird. I usually only post in my super secret mopey journal that no one can read. But I'm getting tired of it.
A) I will invest in some new luggage ;D
B) Yes, it is going to be very weird. Driving nearly 2 hours with a jug of pee in my trunk .. ahh just weird.
C) That is the only good bill I have :( And that $400 will be gone before it even makes it back to me. Sigh. School.
D) Yeah those pics make me giddy :)
E) I am still waiting on my Canadian.
F) <3<3<3 I miss you!

[defeituoso]

but you can email me! and ummm.. you know, there are messengers and stuff! i'll actually probably enable comments again soon. things are looking up (and will hopefully stay up). I just don't like the idea of being pitied or, at the very least, i don't like the idea of throwing a big pity party feel-bad-for-me thing in my journal, which it sounds like you understand. sometimes you've just got to get it out and you're not really interested in what other people have to say about it.

I hope things are looking up for you too. If not, I have an excess amount of angst to get out and I'd be happy to buy some ice cream and bad movies and teleport your ass over here for some good quality venting. I've taken quite a liking to you too, so i'll totally beat up anything/one who's making you sad.

<33 miss you too :) what messengers do you use?

[sey]

yeah I know what you mean. Sometimes I don't think it even matters what other people have to say about it. But then other times someone says just the right thing, and it's not so bad anymore. My, aren't we being vague :)
I have aim (and msn, yahoo and icq) but i prefer aim: lilapsophobic.
Things are ok. I've just kind of gotten myself to the point (again) where I don't care. And as long as no one does anything to make me care again I'll be fine! But still, I can't say no to a good hardcore angst fest. And beating up people is always good.