Comments | seyval: Hello again - warning...depressing post

seyval

Hello again - warning...depressing post

May 24, 2008 09:42

I used to be on here a lot, but have been away since January.
Long story - had major shit go down because of how bad the ED had gotten. Ended up in-patient at Columbia University ED program for 6 weeks (free treatment) and went from about 88 lbs to 112 lbs (I am 5'4"). All I can say is positively hellish. Horrible. Hated it. I went willingly ( Read more... )

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weare_stardust July 14 2008, 05:08:43 UTC

Hey there,
I found you through the community longingtobethin.
I know exactly how you feel..I went into recovery and once I reached a "healthy weight" I was released, but I continued to binge myself fat. Now I'm trying to undo all of that damage because this body is so overwhelming.
I hope you hang in there and start to feel good about yourself. I know it's hell, you're not alone.
Please feel free to message me/talk to me/email me if you need some support or just someone to talk to.
I don't know, your story just sounded so much like myself, I really feel for you :(

seyval July 15 2008, 14:21:47 UTC

Hey there-- I just saw your message. Thank you so much for your kind words. Likewise, if you need support/to talk, just let me know - I want to listen. And you hang in there too, Olivia!
--Amy

lola_0 January 5 2009, 19:51:27 UTC

hey, i added you from bodyperfect. hope your doing okay :)

seyval January 5 2009, 21:38:48 UTC

Hey thanks! I think I commented on your post - we are similar stats now. Obviously, I have lost all the weight I gained in that IP program (this post was from May - a few weeks after I got out of there). <> I am really glad on the one hand, but also realize how sick I am if I have a BMI in the 14's and still think I am a whale. Anyway - it is good to hear from you, and just let me know if you ever need anything or want to chat. It is so nice to have friends who understand this shit! And I hope you are doing okay too! (-:

thinsilhouette January 10 2009, 04:55:06 UTC

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