Rant, what else is new?
So this weeks rant will start with my hatred of the direction the WB executives are taking all of my favourite shows. Do they even know what they are doing? Do the writers of these shows not have any guts to say "Hey, that's not how I envisioned my show to go"? Nope, I bet they don't.
I won't go in to too much detail as it's late here but the writers of Smallville and One Tree Hill, watch out. If I don't get my happy season finale's I'll be an incredibly pissed off woman. Grrr.
Second rant is pretty much me ranting about how much I totally suck as a human right now. I feel as though I'm floating around in limbo at the moment. You probably don't know what I mean but it feels like that everything I thought I liked, I no longer find myself enjoying. Can you go through a mid-life crisis at 19? I really just want to throw my current life out and start fresh.
It even goes as far as career choice. See, since leaving high school, all I've wanted to be is an Event Co-ordinator but now I no longer think that it's what I want to spend the rest of my life doing. So I looked into other career paths and not a single thing has taken my interest. Not one. The only thing I do know, is that I don't want to spend the rest of my life doing what I'm doing now, it's not me.
Boys are another thing that suck too. It always turns out that the ones I'm not interested in are the ones who always hit on me while the ones I am interested in, stay away because they think I'm going to take the guys who I'm not interested in, up on there offer. Grrr, why can't my soul mate just pop out of nowhere and say 'Hey'?. I think I just really want a boyfriend. It's been over a year since my last one...an entire year...now that's a dry spell. *Shakes head*
See, I hung out all weekend with a guy from work, just as a friend though...at least that's what I thought anyway. Turns out that his drunken self is in love with me while his sober self...surprisingly is too but was to shy to say anything. Now imagine this, it's just the two of you alone, he loves you but you have no interest in him whatsoever. Can you say uncomfortable? And here I thought we were just two mates watching a bunch of DVD's. Now the guy from work who I do have a crush on, thinks that this other guy and I are going to hook up so he's no longer flirting with me. I feel like banging my head against the wall. I think I'll just stay home this weekend.
Now to end this entry I'm going to add this...
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Diane egyptian_pixie and I have started a Candy fanfic exchange over at CID which you can find here Please go check it out. I'll be fun, come on you know you want too. See, I'm not above begging here :)