Hamster Wheel 1/4, John/Rodney, humiliation, d/S
anonymous
September 11 2010, 05:22:38 UTC
He never knows how Rodney will do it. The few other people John's trusted with this side of him have always had to have a script. They wanted to draw lines that they wouldn't cross, have safewords, schedule the encounter. Not Rodney. That's part of the appeal, if there can be said to be an appeal to the game Rodney plays with John. Sometimes it isn't a game; sometimes they're in public and Rodney doesn't even know he's doing it to John
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Re: Hamster Wheel 2/4, John/Rodney, humiliation, d/S
anonymous
September 11 2010, 05:25:21 UTC
"Slut," Rodney says. The scorn in his voice scours John. He's shivering as he stands just inside the closed door, waiting for whatever Rodney comes up with next. His inability to do anything without Rodney's permission is sickening. He could just turn and walk out, but he can't, because this is what he wants, this shameful helplessness. All he can do is wait for Rodney's orders
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Re: Hamster Wheel 3/4, John/Rodney, humiliation, d/S
anonymous
September 11 2010, 05:27:20 UTC
Rodney's grip tightens enough John has to roll his eyes up to see him looking down instead of focusing on the bulge of Rodney's cock behind his fly
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Re: Hamster Wheel 3/4, John/Rodney, humiliation, d/S
anonymous
September 11 2010, 05:28:38 UTC
He wants it to last forever, as long as possible, but the Rodney never lets him have his way on that unless they're both on the bed. He feels Rodney's cock stiffen further and his mind goes white and empty as he sucks harder. Rodney's hands are holding both sides of his jaw now, almost tender, and there's nothing, nothing, just hot thickness sliding in and out, in and out, John's hips rocking with it, his cock jerking with each stroke into his mouth
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Re: Hamster Wheel 3/4, John/Rodney, humiliation, d/S
anonymous
September 13 2010, 07:09:11 UTC
Rodney won't, but he knows that the idea he could and would is a helpless turn on for John. He can't reassure him without breaking the illusion. He can't be kind. For all of that, he doesn't hurt John or endanger him. Almost everything is happening in John's head, really.
If I look at it from another angle, it's sort of sad for Rodney, because he can never have a relationship with John, just John's kink.
Re: Hamster Wheel 3/4, John/Rodney, humiliation, d/S
anonymous
September 13 2010, 07:15:28 UTC
thingswithwings wrote this great meta for kink_bingo on DW: The Riches of Embarrassment. I was thinking about it the entire time I was writing this, thinking about how to make the humiliation aspect hot. But this went way dark because of John's damage.
Re: Hamster Wheel 3/4, John/Rodney, humiliation, d/S
anonymous
September 13 2010, 14:10:53 UTC
I was pleased, which doesn't necessarily mean you shouldn't invest in psychiatric care (or that I shouldn't).
No, but seriously, this was insanely hot, and now that I'm not on my phone and can say more.... Loved that you touched on the vicious circle aspect of humiliation, and that it was actual humiliation. I think an arrangement like this could be potentially dangerous IRL, but as a fantasy? Yeah, hot.
I'll second whoever else said that a Rodney POV would be awesome here - either as a sequel or as an alternative for this one. I kept thinking whether Rodney plays it out for Sheppard or whether he gets something out of it, too, and if so, what. (If he gets off on the power, or if he gets off on being humiliated himself - he is after all a consenting party here, or if he gets off on *John* being humiliated, etc)
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If I look at it from another angle, it's sort of sad for Rodney, because he can never have a relationship with John, just John's kink.
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No, but seriously, this was insanely hot, and now that I'm not on my phone and can say more.... Loved that you touched on the vicious circle aspect of humiliation, and that it was actual humiliation. I think an arrangement like this could be potentially dangerous IRL, but as a fantasy? Yeah, hot.
I'll second whoever else said that a Rodney POV would be awesome here - either as a sequel or as an alternative for this one. I kept thinking whether Rodney plays it out for Sheppard or whether he gets something out of it, too, and if so, what. (If he gets off on the power, or if he gets off on being humiliated himself - he is after all a consenting party here, or if he gets off on *John* being humiliated, etc)
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