Haloween went like this ( Read more... )

i was played for a fool... go me woot woot :-/

I am so confused, i just don't understand!

... why can't I just give up?

when am i ever going to learn.....

i'm a fool

List ten things in a day that give you a moment of joy, then tag five of your friends (in no order of importance)

1-Smiles
2-laughing
3-hugs
4-pictures of fun past times
5-money
6-phone calls filled with happy news
7-talking to people from the past
8-making memories
9-blonde moments
10-letting loose and being crazy

tagging....
HANNA

Ive think about how i miss horse back riding every now and then, it used to be somthing i loved doing and it still kind of is. I've been looking at collages and every time i see someone jumping their horse i find my self wishing that was me. I love to jump horses, but I wish my horse wasnt so out of shape because of me, and my other horse wasnt ( Read more... )

URRRRRRRG IM SO FUCKING STRESSED OUT RIGHT NOW AND I WANT TO VENT BUT I CAN ONLY DO SO TO ONE PERSON AND THIS ONE PEROSN IS TAKING THE SIDE OF ALL THE OTHERS IN A SUBJECT THAT VERY FEW PEOPLE KNOW ABOUT!!!!AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! STRESSED AS FUCK!

I FUCKING HATE THE EXUSE "THERES NO ROOM LEFT IN THE CAR FOR YOU" IT PISSES ME THE FUCK OFF!!!!!!

well shit i jinxed myself i pronounced that i was happy with the way things were going and so boom things had to come crashing down!

so i stayed behing and it was stupid of me to do so. but what made me feel less alone was courntey and lindsay calling me almost every 1/2 hr to make sure i was ok

what made me feel like i was worth nothing to anyone was tara's aways message:

"watchin movies with the gurls.... too bad for you gracey.. you lost out and are stuck in ptown ( Read more... )