its insidious this treacherous confidence ( Read more... )

I found her
after such a long time
no words, no words
i hesitated, inhaled and wrote
such a brief message,
just an opening of the door
that perhaps (oh hope)
that was not ever closed fully
now i wait,
seconds, hours, weeks
but it is nothing
but a slow torment
i wait, as always for her grace

see through me and i am alone
sun, like summer kisses, shines through me
rain washes away all those promises
never spoken.
and i cannot keep you
though i will never leave you
always invisible, my hand to your spine
comfort intended
razor sharp tounge

Gah ha!
what fools they be
that they cannot love her as i do

not to one,
but to many
but it is one that is
slighted

opression ( Read more... )

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its saturday night ( Read more... )

golden cider
like promises, the cool liquid
soothes my sorrows,
weak thin smile,
bitter than tears
blackness swims in the dark of night

if i had one more moment,
where would i place it
selfishly, perhaps
it would be when i'm with you
lost in your eyes
lost in your kisses
one extra moment
extra moment with you

all memories are paper thin ( Read more... )