Heh, back because I fail....

[sgt_hatter]

I've run away again, I've stomped all over someone. It's a bad habit at this point in time. They want(ed) me back. Want me to face my fears and solve my problems and be happy. Heh, be happy. Something I can fake very well, but rarely ever am. I have dreams, I'm killing in most of them, screwing in others. Always situations that have very little

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[lilmousgirl]

if you feel that counseling is the only you'll be able to find happiness then it's something i strongly think you should do. and you didn't just bring me suffering, believe it or not you've brought me more joy then you could ever know. i let you get away with so much when we were together and that's my fault. i should have called you on to the carpet and not letting you get away with all i did. i turned a blind eye to cause i love you, and that's my mistake. i truly hope that some day you can look past all that is bad and find love. i hope that you can see what a wonderful person you can be. i've seen it more than once, it's honestly a wonderful thing when you let you're self be that person. you're not a prick or an asshole or ugly or a monster like you've tried to get me to see. you're human and i know how much you hate it, because all of the pain and suffering that comes with it. you want me to "go free" but that's just something i can't do. i can't explain it to, i've tried but i haven't been able to find the words to get you to