After I dropped Mayra off at work I was stuck in flagler traffic on the way back home when one of my favorite Third Eye Blind songs was getting play on the radio. I sat there wanting to change the station yet surrendering to the lyrics I had once felt. So I sat, listened, reflected and cried. It reminds me of so many memories.I havent ( Read more... )

Last night, as we sat in my car, I mentioned the fact that I didn’t like to feel or do things that didn’t get me anywhere. Today I realize that it doesn’t only apply to him, it also applies to you.

Not too long ago you said something along the lines of “…I don't care what you think, I do like you…” I must admit that conversation left me a little ( Read more... )

The past week has blown major penis. I missed the entire week of school because I was coughing my lungs out and barely had any energy to get out of bed.

By Thursday morning my Gradnite ticket had been sold off to another kid. On Friday morning I woke up and went to school just to get my attendance and see all my friends before Gradnite. I picked ( Read more... )

I would love for God to give me the ability to chop all my guy friends up and drop them into a blender so that I could create my perfect man. But since thats not happening anytime soon, I made a profile of what my perfect guy would be like. I used characteristics from all male friends and favorite ex-boyfriends. For some areas I had more than one ( Read more... )

Okay so get this.

I’ve been sick for like a dog for the last week, I’ve lost my voice, missed work and taken more medicine than a cancer patient. So today I wake up still sick and I decide to not go to school and just got to my doctors appointment at 9am.

Well I get there and like always I wait outside in a room filled with other infected ( Read more... )

Spring Cleaning finally arrived, although late, and has left me in a new light. The areas that were before dusty are now spotless and those that were too dirty to stay have been left behind.

For starters I got my car on Tuesday (the 19th)!... It's a '01 Focus and its silver, I'll post pictures later. So you know what this means? Trouble for Ailyn ( Read more... )

A long time ago an old friend of mine emailed me a forward message about a woman who kept looking for the right things in the wrong people. The story ends with the woman saying that she learned to have low expectations in men and that she no longer wanted a smart or fun guy, all she wanted was a penis. When I first read the email I laughed, I ( Read more... )

( Junior )

    Crazy stuff! It appears that as graduation gets closer the more and more I have to do. I officially have 2 agendas now so that I can precisely manage my time. Personally I’m just exhausted from having to make choices (Gradnite, prom, college, classes, cars, life!) even though im the kind of person who likes to have complete control over every ( Read more... )

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