i miss: not having to study
i fear: that I will do something stupid that I know  I would never really want to do, like go on Fear Factor
i feel: awake
i crave: greasy french fries from gus's or otey's or chick-fil-a

i wonder: why somepeople are so fake

i regret: saying the first thing that comes out of my mouth

i care: for everyone
i am not: fake

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Today I went to a wedding. What fun. Weddings are happy and I want to marry someone oneday and then go on a honeymoon in Bora Bora. What fun.....So anyways my cousin got married (he's a marine) and he's wife is like "el country" and she bugs me. At the rehersal dinner I say hey to her and she goes "hey lil bit!" and I'm like I'm thirteen you know. ( Read more... )

Wednesday was awards day....I won some kind of stupid "smartness" award.  Then  I went to Otey's and Emmet O'Neal where some things happened that  Ireally don't want to talk about. But they are all cool now. I studied my ASS off last night and watched south park after south park episode while studying. The season finale was funny...they were making ( Read more... )

On Sunday I had to go to Hope's house because my madre went to tuscaloosa with her bf.  We went to the Church of the Highlands...or the church of the High Sluts and Hoes as Hope calls it. It was one of the strangest places I've ever been. At the beginning the have a "jesus" band who sings christian rock songs and people like put heir hands out to ( Read more... )

I'm supposed to be "In my room" right now but I can't sleep and there isn't anything good on TV. My mom is talking to her bofriend.....my dad hasn't called me in days.....hope is pissed off at me..... I tried to call her house and her dad said she had gone into her room to sleep w/e that means....and ti was wierd becuse it was at like 8:30.....my ( Read more... )

today was boring. may day's coming up......which could be fun or not so fun. i dont really want to watch everyone running around in a bikini in front of a bunch of guys.....and i certainly dont want to wear my bikini.....thats the reason it wont be fun.......but then it could be fun. we played softball in PE which is humiliating for me. i made a c ( Read more... )

hey, i guess I haven't writin in a while. I guess that's because I have way to much homework. My school tries to take little "genius" kids and like overload them with work to see how much they can take. Arg.....But  I guess that's why I'm leaving next year...... My friends ex-boyfriend is trying to talk to me right now on im...he is such a redneck ( Read more... )

Hey I just want to tell everyone that first off, the dance sucked. I mean, Grant was our DJ so how could it not. All the popular people made their grand dramatic entrance and you could literally see the guys migrating towards them. : (  That makes me sad.  Later there was a party at Maura's and of course, me abby and hope were definitely not ( Read more... )