have you ever been sooooooo excited, but sooooo scared.. at the same time?

MMG called me today! fuck... idk if I can handle the whole dreams becoming reality... who am I kidding NYC HERE I COME!!

Well... this week end was AMAZING!! I won 3rd place in my division for the modeling competition... which means I won a photo shoot! Then I got six call backs from agents!!! And the School of Film and TV want me to go to school with them... the guy loves me, and he like made my life! haha seriously this is crazy... I'm gonna go to NYC in a ( Read more... )

alright so here's the deal... I have WAY too much to do this week.. I'm so stressed! But by next week it will all be over... I have 7 days of hell and fun then I don't need to worry any more. I'll know I did the best that I could! ahhhhhhh but right now... this is the hard part the waiting and the preperation! So if I'm not myself or I don't ( Read more... )

So last night I couldn't sleep and I started to think... and then my mind went for a good hour or so ( Read more... )

Last Night was fun! Kay, Mar, Linds, and Me hung out then met up with Jay, Scott, and Wade in the nursing home parking lot.. and we all got in the van! haha that made me laugh I was like omg party in the van! So then we went to the foot ball game, and Chris or Mick (what have you) won us all t-shirts! I was so pumped! Then we went back to ( Read more... )

Today was great! I hung out with Wren for a little while. Then Mar and I went to get canned goods for Anatomy... we got beans, pickles, ramon, and mac & cheese... haha I love it! Then I got home and got the information about the 30th... ahhh too much to do! And I should be doing more about colleges but once again I have no modivation. Oh yes ( Read more... )

So what have I been up to... Yesterday I hung out with Wren... did you get that?? I hung out with Wren. Then I had work. Today I went to pick up Caitlin, Dave, Dane and Matt at the train. Then we all went to Friendly's with Kate and Jesse. It was a good time. The best part was when we were leaving and the guys wanted to get a toy out of the ( Read more... )

So glad we have this four day weekend! I needed some time to catch up with my life. So last night Kayla, Linds, TJ and I went to Friendly's. And guess who we saw Chad, weird... yea. So then Kayla and I went back to her house and watched old home videos. We found one of Me, Kay and Mar in 8th grade... omg it was hilarious. We were the lamest ( Read more... )

Oh man... it was another one of those week ends! haha jk. So Friday night I worked then went to the game.. meet up with my girls. Then we all went to Marilyn's house. After that I went to see my favorite person ;-). Saturday Jimmy came and we had lunch with his parents. After that we went to the mall with Marilyn. Then met up with Kayla, and ( Read more... )

Today.. was fucking awesome!!!