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this is just me ranting
true friendship are really hard to come by. Colleagues are just no good backstabbers and don't value friendship. the worst is the ring leader a two-faced b****h and another dissapointing friend of 4 years.I guess 4 years is worth nothing compared to new friend who backstabbs and talk bad behind your back. so there goes company and welcome to lonelieness. they coundn't be sincere and let me know if i've offended them. at lease that could have salvage the friendship. NO just straight to boycot.
their actions hurt so much that its making me depressed. Can't even be motivated to work anymore. putting a blank face of nothing has happen is tiring. work effiency and focus is dropping(just got repremended) I know I have to buck up but just can't get pass this abandoment and betrayed feeling.
I guess its time to move on and look for a new job. since job satisfaction is not there too. it's just one too many times of being bypassed for promotion. and with what work attitude i have now, I'm doomed. this whole year is just nothing but a series of bad luck.
Even in the relationship department is at rock bottom. I really need a change of environment and a fresh start. but that will have to wait till the end of next month after the bonus before changing jobs.