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sexytarawitch in shades_of_evil

I know I can stop the pain if I will it all away…

Jun 09, 2005 04:27

Darkness…that’s all I saw…it was dark and the only thing I could feel was scared. I hated feeling scared, that made me helpless and it let him get to me. I couldn’t let him get to me ( Read more... )

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neverbeenfree June 9 2005, 09:17:12 UTC

The sound of the cellar door banging shut made me jar awake from the sound sleep I'd been using as an excuse to block her out. She was always here though, always there just like him and her and the other him and they were all there. All trying to tell me how bad I was, how I'd never been right. I'd been wrong since I was born and there was nothin' they could do about it. All dirty, and small and I couldn't do anything except try and play nice. Because if I didn't play nice that was when they liked to bite ( ... )

sexytarawitch June 9 2005, 09:31:14 UTC

Everything was dark and hazy, I felt like someone had a weight on my skull as I tried to move, blinking to clear my vision. I licked my lips and sat up slowly, whimpering when the room started to spin more as I moved ( ... )

neverbeenfree June 9 2005, 09:39:44 UTC

Her hand reached out and she was bein' nice but I couldn't trust it when they were nice. Because when they were nice it just meant something really bad was going to happen. Instantly my hand shot out and my fingers wrapped around her wrist as I looked up at her face. Jerking her to me I tried to tell if she was real or not but I couldn't tell anything anymore. Now my hands weren't all tied up and I could hurt her alot. If she tried to hurt me, stand up just to get knocked back down ( ... )

sexytarawitch June 9 2005, 09:49:49 UTC

Nervously I chewed my lip and watched her as she rocked back and forth and then started babbling again. I looked her over as best I could from where I was and how she was huddled up, she didn't seem all that dirty so it couldn't have been for long. Thankfully she didn't look that beaten up.

It made me wonder for a moment how bad my face looked from when Lindsey punched me.

Forgetting it I tried to think of a way to calm her down, maybe let her get close to me. "Dark lady?" I shook my head silently, moving towards her bit by bit. "No...I didn't...I didn't see a dark woman...I think it's just us..."

Licking my lips I sat back against the bars near her, within arms reach but not close enough for her to feel smothered. "I-I'm...I'm Tara..." I watched her and it was like her mind was somewhere else but I noticed her hand bleeding and I started to reach out for it beore I stopped. "C-can...can I look at your hand? Please." I murmured, holding my hands out for her if she trusted me.

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_poutylips_ June 20 2005, 06:13:38 UTC

His body language seemed to get darker, if that was even possible. I cried out when my body hit the bars and I watched as he grabbed Faith, my eyes went over her to see any signs of life but she seemed dead - hopefully not litterally - to the world ( ... )

petmyevilhand June 20 2005, 07:58:59 UTC

I almost laughed when she said she just didn't have it in her to kill someone. Kill someone?! Didn't have it in her? "We're not someone's, Tara. We're vampires. We kill little girls like you and your friend here." My grip intensified on Faith and suddenly she sluggishly woke up, struggling weakly against my arm wrapped around her chest. She'd get full feeling back into her nervous system soon and then I could be in trouble. But I had the situation under control so far. I always had the situation under control now ( ... )

_poutylips_ June 21 2005, 19:38:33 UTC

My body was hurting again, it was my own stupid fault that it was. I should know better then try to get the best of him, or even equal ground. But I had to fight, I couldn't just give up ( ... )

petmyevilhand July 3 2005, 23:23:58 UTC

Faith was starting to wake up and Tara was continually pushing me, trying her damndest to wake up things that she didn't want to wake up. It was amusing that she thought she could try and bargain with me, a deal with the devil. It was taking everything I had not to just sink my fangs into Faith's throat. Drain her dry and leave her corpse right in front of her friend. Did it really matter if Faith was dead? I doubted that Darla cared one way or another as long as she could still use the slayer against Angel. Dead or not I was sure Faith would still come in handy for that ( ... )

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