im so utterly dissatisfied with myself lately. i'm trying to not be such a asshole.

i always feel really akward lately.

my birthday is in 5 1/2 hours. what are you all getting me?

i shouldn't be crying, it's 26 hours until my birthday.

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im kinda nervous about today but my friends and God will help me pull through. i'm excited for this weekend, then next week because it will be my birthday. i love you all so much. esp. some of you, and you know who you are ( Read more... )

sweet. another guy i mean absolutely nothing too.

it's really been too long. i miss him.

Androgynous
You scored 66 masculinity and 70 femininity!

You scored high on both masculinity and femininity. You have a strong personality exhibiting characteristics of both traditional sex roles.


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usually im the one telling people, love is no such thing, and liking people is a waste of time. but something is different. my day is a bummer unless i talk to him. im not sure what that means. but it's kinda unnerving.