I want to ask her what "what did i di that you cant seem to want me" thing means in her MySpace profile. I want to ask her what the hell the "i think it's time to just move on" in ur aim profile is about too. I don't know if she puts these things up to drive me crazy or what it means. I obviously can't take her sn off my b.l. cos I like to know ( Read more... )

They say that this pain is too much for one man to carry, they say that I should give up because "it's" not worth it. When I DIE will just be the day I stop running on limbs after her, and the day I start flying with wings... after the one girl... the one girl who taught me how to fly before I even had wings. I'd give up my job, my money, my life ( Read more... )

Let's talk this over ( Read more... )

I want her back so bad, this is a nightmare. I can't live my life like this. I can't wake up every morning like this. I refuse to. Don't do this to me, nor yourself, don't do this, don't do this!!! to us!!! :(

*remember what you felt. when. you. kissed me. remember, if that is the last. thing. you. do.*

What happened between 12:30 and 4:30 am on the 6th of April stays between the 3 of us.

I've walked this road before, and you would think I should be used to places so familiar, but I'm not... because, my God, I'm so in love with her. And her words keep running through my mind like tiny needles flying rogue inside my ears. I never thought you'd so you're not in love with me anymore. God, baby, you can't mean that. You dunno what you' ( Read more... )

I don't remember how many nightmares I had last night, but they were enough. And one... stuck out the most. It was with you, of course. You were a little girl. You had the prettiest curly brown hair, and same beautiful eyes, and that same cute smile. You were at a lake with your mom and stepdad and you were having so much fun in the water. You were ( Read more... )

Finished up my MySpace page for now. Looks beautiful. Also started redoing my regular webpage, but not done with it yet. That's pretty much all I did today, besides cleaning and going to the Post Office. Man, what a fucking life. That's all for now.

I think your greatest fear is being dumped for reasons that define your exisitng flaws but have never been verbally presented to you by the significant other. But don't worry... I think your time is coming very soon... and I can't wait until your pride falls apart.

I haven't had an ice cold beer in soooo long. Gosh, I could do for a tall one right about now. Nothing new going on these days. I'm addicted to MySpace!!!! That's really about it. This weekend is gonna be money. Ooohhhh Daddy!