You know, I'll bet if most livejournal entries weren't written in the wee hours of the morning, there would be a lot less self-reflection and angst. "Night changes many thoughts." I was just thinking about how much I want to be back home with my friends to be with them through what they're dealing with, and I realized at the same time that me ( Read more... )

So what I want is to change my life in a radical way so that I can be totally focused on God, correct? And one of the benefits of of that would be to not have to deal with guys…soooo…..the best advice I can think to take is that of my lord Hamlet: I'll get me to a nunnery! Well I more than likely won't, but I am thinking about it very seriously… ( Read more... )

Bre's done it again. Whatever it is that keeps dragging me down, it's happening again. If I only knew what it was, it wouldn't be so freaky, frustrating, and consuming. I have a few guesses as to what could be wrong, but I don't know how or what to change--and I'm almost convinced that there isn't a way to change. I'm finding so much of myself ( Read more... )

Welcome to Houghton College: where all the women are strong, the men are good-looking, and all the children...are above average ( Read more... )

Live journal was down for awhile, so whenever this gets up-I wrote it Friday night, the 14th. I know you hate long entries, but I think this one will be worth it ( Read more... )

"Persons attempting to find a motive in this narrative will be prosecuted; persons attempting to find a moral in it will be banished; persons attempting to find a plot in it will be shot." ~Mark Twain ( Read more... )

well, Bre's back at Houghton. :-D so far it hasn't been much diff than last semester, but it's only been a few hours. ;-P this quote of Flogging Molly's kinda sums up a lot of break for me, unfortunately: "someone said it was Christmas, not a tree was in sight/ the only thing growing was my will to die". but things have taken a turn for the ( Read more... )

Tomorrow and Thurs I'm gonna be at my friend Kirsten's in Albany, it's been a long time since i've seen her and I can't wait! *and there was much rejoicing ( Read more... )

i haven't been posting much over break cuz i'm using my rents comp. i've gotten to hang with some of my friends and that's been soooo nice. :-D i've been doing A LOT of thinking, and hopefully i'll be able to change, to get it close to right next semester. Only by the grace of God, i can tell u that. the more i find out the harder i realize it's ( Read more... )

sorry i haven't updated in awhile. Finals. I will say no more, for "...for me the grief is still too near ( Read more... )