Holy this post could of been written by me, I agree with pretty much everything you have said except I don't drink I make stupider choices by doing pills that kill immense amount of brain cells in under a minute! yay.
It's funny how humans function. We come to terms with the variables that affect our life in a negative way yet we are so powerless to do something about it. Change is hard among other things, it's another thing coming to realizations and gaining an understanding of what's wrong but it's another thing changing it and taking the steps. It's difficult.
I also have the same problem with the whole drawing thing. I don't enjoy it as much as I use to, I use to be completely content with just drawing and chilling out but now whenever I prepare myself to draw something or design anything for that matter it seems like the biggest task in the world, it doesn't seem to come as natural to me as it use to.
I haven't been very artistic in a while. That rose was one of the only things I've drawn since I've been out of high school so...Basically! I haven't been drawing anything, really, for about a year and a half, and I used to draw all the time too. ;/ And yet here I am, also wanting a career based on drawing/artistic stuff and I KNOW it's going to be a chore too. Regardless of it being a chore, I still enjoy drawing so I'm sure it'll all even out somehow. What kind of career are you wanting to go into anyway?
Psh! Hey now, you can't be ruining your life at this age. You've still got plenty o' time to fix stuff.
Anyhow. Yay for the Transit Team party! Haha. Thanks for the chocolate!
Ah, me too! I'm waiting for my g.design portfolio requirements to come in. But you probably knew I applied for that if you looked through any old entries of mine. If not...Then now you know! I totally wanted to take some sort of video game design course but of course Winnipeg's horrible and doesn't have any course like that meanwhile places like Toronto and Vancouver are full of 'em. Jerks ):
Oh no problemo! We needed to be the fattie desert eaters since no one else would be! :D
Don't worry, you are better. I miss you, if it's any consolation. Don't worry, you're life isn't ruined yet. It's only been 4-5 months since everything started to go wrong (by my calculations), and a few months are nothing in the whole life you've got left. You don't need to take another year off to do everything you wanted to do this year. Just start doing it. What were these things? Let's make a list... I'd like to see you again sometime. Since your phone is disconnected, I may have to start stalking you...
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You should give me a shout.
Yar.
- Parker
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It's funny how humans function. We come to terms with the variables that affect our life in a negative way yet we are so powerless to do something about it. Change is hard among other things, it's another thing coming to realizations and gaining an understanding of what's wrong but it's another thing changing it and taking the steps. It's difficult.
I also have the same problem with the whole drawing thing. I don't enjoy it as much as I use to, I use to be completely content with just drawing and chilling out but now whenever I prepare myself to draw something or design anything for that matter it seems like the biggest task in the world, it doesn't seem to come as natural to me as it use to.
Anyways, sorry for the long ass response lol.
PS: It was really nice seeing you yesterday :)!
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That rose was one of the only things I've drawn since I've been out of high school so...Basically! I haven't been drawing anything, really, for about a year and a half, and I used to draw all the time too. ;/ And yet here I am, also wanting a career based on drawing/artistic stuff and I KNOW it's going to be a chore too.
Regardless of it being a chore, I still enjoy drawing so I'm sure it'll all even out somehow.
What kind of career are you wanting to go into anyway?
Psh!
Hey now, you can't be ruining your life at this age. You've still got plenty o' time to fix stuff.
Anyhow.
Yay for the Transit Team party! Haha. Thanks for the chocolate!
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I had so much fun tonite! Thanks for ordering the brownie with me, It was sooo worth a whole $7.
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I totally wanted to take some sort of video game design course but of course Winnipeg's horrible and doesn't have any course like that meanwhile places like Toronto and Vancouver are full of 'em. Jerks ):
Oh no problemo! We needed to be the fattie desert eaters since no one else would be! :D
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you should add me to msn if you have it, I think you could help me out alot if you don't mind.
divine_dragon55@hotmail.com (lame I know haha)
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You don't need to take another year off to do everything you wanted to do this year. Just start doing it. What were these things? Let's make a list...
I'd like to see you again sometime. Since your phone is disconnected, I may have to start stalking you...
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