Finally at a computer.

I really miss school. Or maybe just the feeling that I have a purpose, as Dairy Queen isn't as fulfilling as it sounds.

Arg.

Need new job.

I feel so amazingly unintelligent as of lately.

also:
I want it again.

dammit.

I was made out on.

Not fun.

Bastards.

I'm done. I'm done. I'm done ( Read more... )

either way, I don't feel pretty.

I'm not sure if I did before.

But I know I do not at the moment.

ok, so that whole relationship is over, Oh my god was that pathetic.

also, why the fuck is it always me who has to call people to hang out. A boy gets the idea that his friends don't like him anymore after a wile of no one trying to contact him in anyway (with few exceptions)

rant over.

This weekend I got:

very fucked up

more drama with my mom (back in the hospital)

and a relationship that will last less then a week.

for full report you will NEED to call me. HAH! NOW YOU HAVE TO SOCIALIZE WITH ME!

Ok, I won't draw out these cliche livejournal topics.

1. Im tired of being alone. I want someone to think about other then myself. I want warmth that isn't borrowed. I am tired of waiting, I am tired of being patient.

I want it now.

<-------------------o 2. Still no art has been produced from my mind and hands. This is pathetic already. Sloth ( Read more... )

My mother is tooo funny,

first she tells me in a mocking tone that I'm never home so she's shoving all my stuff in the closet.
then she asks to borrow 50 dollars.

I seriously can't stop laughing.

ugh, Im toooo lazy to proof read this... SO WARNING! for bad grammer and spelling ( Read more... )

Im graduating in like 1.5 hours...

High School: GAME OVER

also, I didn't make honor roll, dammit.

That is all. 

He's fading
He's falling
He's falling too fast.
I wanna catch him
I'm trying to catch him.

hold him

keep him warmer then the chemicals ever will

warmer then all the chemicals combined.

we could both stop.
that would be wonderful
maybe we could all stop.

yah, wonderful.

It's hard to catch someone when your not sure of your own footing.

What if i get a hold of ( Read more... )