It started at Jack's house, where his mom bought us a handled bottle of Captain Morgan. A few mixed drinks later, and after an eventless walk with Jack, Tanna, and Josh, some girls call me ( Read more... )

Life is rough, and things have been confusing.

On a side note, I just woke up.

I'm not sure if any of this ever mattered.

College is so close I can taste it, and it will help in completely releasing my mind from everything that is holding me back from life. Finally: change.

The last few days have been hectic. My mom is on an uncontrollable bitch streak and has been bursting into tears for no reason. Not because she is going to miss me/she doesn't want me to leave/she is happy for me, but she realizes through all of this that I only care about myself and not the family. Hey, sorry for going out last night: I forgot ( Read more... )

In the time of chimpanzees I was ( Read more... )

I didn't wake up until six PM this evening. I predict the time at which i fall asleep will be somewhere near the six AM mark. But that is nothing new these past few weeks.

My mom and I are at each others' throats and I failed another drug test. Man, I am a loser. But the whole reason I decided to smoke on prom night is because I will not have ( Read more... )

Taken from the friends list.

01. think of the first word that comes to mind when you think of me.
02. run a google image search on that word.
03. reply to this entry & post that picture.
04. put this in your journal, so i can do the same.

It's funny how, in our trite lives, nothing is more official than the deletion of a screen name off your buddy list.

I had to look away from the monitor when I did it. But you were never on-line that much, anyway.

'Cause I will be there with you when you turn out the light.

And as if my life wasn't emotionally entangled in others' as it were. In hind sight, I think that I am the very last person that thought that we could turn and walk our seperate ways. No this isn't about her, but her. The only girl that's ever meant anything, really ( Read more... )

I took the AP Literature exam yesterday and owned its noob face. Like, it was begging for me to stop being so awesome, and I shamed its entire family. Realistically, I did really, really well. Thank you Beau for the motivation in orange and white form. I have never taken an exam with such concentration, so I think I definitely will receive a ( Read more... )