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[shadesofrandom]

Making friends is always something that has been difficult for me.  I think that's because wherever I have lived, I have always felt that I'm an outsider.  Not in a total "I don't fit in, everyone hates me/thinks I'm weird way", just in a way where I think others aren't very sure how to take me.  For example, in Scotland, I was the quiet, brainy

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[becca_lovely86]

Have you and Clay talked about moving back to Scotland? I mean, I know it's easier said than done, but I think if you really want to, you should, because that's your home country and you'll always feel a pull towards it. As far as Seagoville is concerned...you're right: God has a reason for you being there, I'm sure. But you're also right to say sometimes those reasons don't make sense or they're really hard to see... It's kind of weird moving on to life's 'next phase,' isn't it. I think about that a lot. What will life look like when I actually have a full-time teaching job and I'm living by myself somewhere outside of Arkansas, lol. Or maybe in AR, who knows right. But bottom line~ it's a tough transition, and I wish I was living in Dallas to make it simpler for you. At least then we could go through it together. :) Because if there's one thing I don't tell you enough, it's that you've ALWAYS been there for me, no matter what crazy things are going on in my life, and I will never forget that. I hope once you start classes you make a