its 5:23 and once again ...no ones up so it means pat posts in his lj. Pat would like to be able to time travel. not to fix the past, like I should, but to relive one night. Seriously, i am a fucking loser, nothing have as ever compared to that night. It shouldnt be like that but it is, i feel weird for it. Everything went by so quick, but .. ( Read more... )

its 5:08am no one is awake..besides me...which basically goes for every night in till i give in and take meds ( Read more... )

I win at life, i am a nerd so i heard about the Paris Hilton phone hack early.....I LEFT A VOICE MAIL ON FRED DURST's phone before it got full...my msg was Fred, what happend, seriously fred, i miss the old fred, come back fred come back, stop being a tool. and i left my number for him to call me back.

i shall wait

Ill make someone a banging ass layout if someone buys me a couple more paid months

I am so sick of missing people. None of them i will ever see again. Thats what makes me sick the most.

AND another night of nothing.

I am really super depressed...Like highschool depressed. I CANT FALL ASLEEP....
NOTHING
NOTHING
NOTHING
ALL I WANT TO DO RIGHT NOW IS SLEEP
THATS ALL I WANTED TO DO THIS WHOLE BREAK

I HAVE GOTTEN A FEW HOURS
THE WHOLE VACATION

TODAY IS DAY 4 of straight NOTHINGness
I FEEL EMPTY
I FEEL NUMB

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