sick of guessing. its always the same.

im at ally the dildo's house right now. i finally get to see her! even though she sucks, i love her

getting crunkked and ready for the weekend.

get into it.

it starts off in t-90 minutes..ohhh im ready.

today verified the last entry.

its all so believable. hidden away in the corners of my conscious i know that i am not okay. maybe i will never be truely okay, and maybe no one can achieve that. but it doesnt take away how much it hurts. i will continue to cover it up with tough skin, dirty looks, smiles, fists, and a laughing face, and you will all be fooled. it is a gaurentee. ( Read more... )

hair party yesterday was great fun. haha me and marissa were booty dancing in a tiny little bathroom trying to entertain angie and katie. i loveeee those girls.

dont know whats going on tonight. blah blah blah

ps. i am angie's queen and she is..well..a girl who sits on my computer. hahah

we're getting our jackets made soooon!!! yayy!!

this summer is going to be amazing. ashley said i get dibs on a bed at her new apartment so im just packin my suitcase for a month and staying there :-) i love muh bitches.

"wash it from my eyes
all these sad goodbyes
make me feel again"

i don't need to reassure myself of that anymore.

im happy again.

things are beginning to go back to normal, thank god.

hung out with jordanne, jon and jordan on friday. such good people. i love good people. me and the hippo had a lovely evening together. :-)

the past few days with my girls made me realize that there is nothing i love more then driving around with amazing girls being crazy listening to horrible ( Read more... )

i am so incredibly annoyed.

ps. i just tryed posting this huge long thing about my weekend so far and it didnt work. as if i want that annoyance right now. awesome.