You put me together and take me apart at the same time. Literally ( Read more... )

Christmas is in full swing and it's going very very well.
I felt like i was gonna just about die today though during our last casual. I am coming down with something and I hope it's a short visit.
Today was a good day. Regardless of the shitty state i am in now. It was a good day.

I want to know that I am smiling for a reason

depressed today. I feel like a lame-o to the max ( Read more... )

I am getting that feeling again. That feeling where you know you areabout to get hurt but there is nothing you can really do to stop it because your heart says SCREW YOU HOLLY HERE WE GOOOO!
I hate you heart.

life is crazy

I love it

its crazy

love my friends , family, situation.... everything. It all goes with life.

Change is happening.

yeah so I met better midler. My dream when I was 5 has been fulfilled ( Read more... )

Tonight I have been THE most upset and terrified I have been in my life.
I reached out to what I thought was there and caught a fist full of air.
I feel thankful,terrified,and concerned all at once.
Everything is ok now... yeah...now.

tonight at work I got in a fight with someone because they pissed me off.This girl I work with might be the biggest idiot and she kept walking by me and saying stuff. I was ignoring it becuase she was mumbling and i was like eh whatever. Then after the 4 or 5th time I followed and started asking her what she was saying... she's nuts. I had to ( Read more... )

OK soooo this one really is for myself... excuse the babble

ok so in feb I said i was gonna lose 30 pounds by may I did that NOW i have to lose 20 more before Oct 2. I am gonna do that as well. One more goal for myself. If I don't have goals set in my mind then I feel like I have nothing to get to.
yay Goals!!!

I very rarely come on here to say anything... but right now and the past month I have been so, blah ( Read more... )