Irresponsible

[shadistarr]

Feeling a little irresponsible as of late. It happens to be one of my least favorite feelings, and usually I can logically convince myself that I'm not being irresponsible, but I can't right now. I'm just disappointed with myself I suppose. I would like to go to sleep for a few weeks... that sounds nice.

Comments

[lqmyfault]

I can certainly understand the desire for a several week hibernation at this point, and I am often torn between the need to be responsible and get things done and my desire to just walk (or run) away from the responsibility - especially recently. I don't really know what to tell you except that I know when I'm feeling disappointed in myself I usually am completely blind to what I'm actually doing well and only focused on the negative - I'm my own worst critic. I'm always impressed at your ability to separate what you need to do from what you want to do, which is a level of responsibility that I think I only occasionally exhibit, frequently just not getting around to doing things that I don't want to do. I'm not really aware of your current situation which has you feeling this way, but I hope you feel better about it soon (I know you will eventually).

With that said, I'm going to attempt some responsibility, either by doing some homework or getting a few hours sleep before my next crisis arises.