Death, with all of its trappings, is not her favorite subject. She has been there and done that, and would rather not look back on it again
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I'm not quite sure I understand it myself. It's very complicated. For several years everyone I knew believed I was killed in an accident. I wasn't, though. I was...brainwashed, used as a tool by the Shadows... and a few years later the rest of me died.
Except that now I'm not... *shrugs, then smiles* The afterlife? No, I'm not.
You are aware that you were brainwashed by these Shadows, do they know that you are aware of this? I think that would give you an upper hand especially if they don't know this.
When you refer to yourself as being dead are you refering to the death of personality? I've heard that your race does that now as a means of punishment so I thought perhaps this was a simular situation.
Have you ever thought of breaking from your masters?
They didn't know about it, but it was only a part of me that really understood what was going on, and of course that part couldn't do anything about it.
*nods* Well, yes, I suppose that's one way of putting it. I'm certainly not the woman I used to be. I thought I was truly dead, but now... Now I don't know.
Oh, I thought of it every day, every moment, but there was nothing I could do, as I said. But it's over now. At least I thought it was over.
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Except that now I'm not... *shrugs, then smiles* The afterlife? No, I'm not.
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When you refer to yourself as being dead are you refering to the death of personality? I've heard that your race does that now as a means of punishment so I thought perhaps this was a simular situation.
Have you ever thought of breaking from your masters?
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*nods* Well, yes, I suppose that's one way of putting it. I'm certainly not the woman I used to be. I thought I was truly dead, but now... Now I don't know.
Oh, I thought of it every day, every moment, but there was nothing I could do, as I said. But it's over now. At least I thought it was over.
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