hahahaha, i amuse myself. i weighed myself again, and i am now 114 pounds. doesn't being sick make u lose weight? i gained 4 pounds. oh well. and i am goin to school tomarrow, i apparently have no choice if i want to go to the dance.

hey ppl be happy. im actually gunna eat so i won't die. i don't feel like eating, but its probly healthier that i do. all i've had today is a few kit kat bites and like half a can of soup. and now im gunna have some chicken and juice. good ole cran/grape juice. and i shall continue wit my reading.

ok, poll died for the dance part. im goin to the danced dressed in my pj pants and huge robe. don't like it? well fuck u.

im taking a poll. should i go to school tomarrow or not? jus remember this is jus helpin in my desicion for really, i don't know nor do i care that much. please reply or i shall cry. o, another poll. should i dress up for homecoming dance, or not? i have outfits for both...kinda. i don't care. *sigh* i might cry anyways....this song its good. shout ( Read more... )

hahahahaha, not. fuck all u ppl cept sammo and sarah. there are a few ppl out there that i really wanna hurt right now.....think bloody mushy puddle. im sad, sick, and angry. maybe not fuck jose or john either, for they made me laugh, watchin them restle was somethin to be enjoyed. i don't want to see ppl again so i doubt that i'll be goin to ( Read more... )

ok, i've stopped. it's pointless and i don't like bein hypocrytical.and it didn't really help relieve the feelings of deserving it.

causing oneself pain isnt' good now is it? but i feel like i deserve it. but don't worry, im not cutting or burning myself. and the pain goes away quickly. i can't sleep. i haven't done any hw at all. i should. but i dno't want to. i want to run and hide. *sigh* im in one of my moods again. i've decided that im goin to only first and second period ( Read more... )

im gettin sick. i felt it this morning and its been following me around all day like a lil anoying dog. im gettin into a semi antisocial mood, and i've been convinced into goin to the homecoming game and dance. yay for dancin wit friends! fast songs are fun when ur in a nice big circle wit friends. though im still thinkin of jus ditchin out on the ( Read more... )

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for some reason i've become totally uncaring. i have no clue y. i jus am. oh well im gunna go eat now. mushroom soup and ramen together :D yummmy. and also HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERICA!!! jus incase u read this ( Read more... )