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I haven't written anything since the band fell apart.
Considering circumstances that have fallen, lastnight was different.
They rise above this,
They cry about this,
As we live and learn
A broken promise,
I was not honest,
Now I watch as tables turn,
And you're singing -
I'll wait my turn,
To tear inside you,
Watch you burn,
I'll wait my turn,
I'll wait my turn.
I'll cry about this,
And hide my cuckled eyes,
As you come off all concerned,
And I'll find no solace,
In your poor apology,
In your regret that sounds absurd,
And keep singing -
I'll wait my turn,
To tear inside you,
Watch you burn..
And I'll wait my turn,
To terrorize you,
Watch you burn..
And I'll wait my turn,
I'll wait my turn.
And this is a promise
Promise is a promise
((Song by Placebo called Broken Promises))
It's no mistake that maybe I am looking forward to the end of the school year. Maybe next year will be different. Right now I've got to get away from the disappointment I've become to my mother. To my friends. To myself. I've wasted this whole year to no fault but my own.
//Private//
I leave for China this summer. I've decided. Maybe it's time to get away from Shodai for a while. To move away from the things that tear at my mind. I don't know who even really fucking cares, and I'm not sure if I do anymore. I'm doing this for myself. Devoid of distractions. Temari hasn't spoken to me since she returned to Konoha. I'm not sure how to take that. I'm not sure if my efforts were in vain or not. But I know that my heart is sore. I know I don't want to lose what I thought could be the love of my life.
//End Private//
Considering circumstances that have fallen, lastnight was different.
They rise above this,
They cry about this,
As we live and learn
A broken promise,
I was not honest,
Now I watch as tables turn,
And you're singing -
I'll wait my turn,
To tear inside you,
Watch you burn,
I'll wait my turn,
I'll wait my turn.
I'll cry about this,
And hide my cuckled eyes,
As you come off all concerned,
And I'll find no solace,
In your poor apology,
In your regret that sounds absurd,
And keep singing -
I'll wait my turn,
To tear inside you,
Watch you burn..
And I'll wait my turn,
To terrorize you,
Watch you burn..
And I'll wait my turn,
I'll wait my turn.
And this is a promise
Promise is a promise
((Song by Placebo called Broken Promises))
It's no mistake that maybe I am looking forward to the end of the school year. Maybe next year will be different. Right now I've got to get away from the disappointment I've become to my mother. To my friends. To myself. I've wasted this whole year to no fault but my own.
//Private//
I leave for China this summer. I've decided. Maybe it's time to get away from Shodai for a while. To move away from the things that tear at my mind. I don't know who even really fucking cares, and I'm not sure if I do anymore. I'm doing this for myself. Devoid of distractions. Temari hasn't spoken to me since she returned to Konoha. I'm not sure how to take that. I'm not sure if my efforts were in vain or not. But I know that my heart is sore. I know I don't want to lose what I thought could be the love of my life.
//End Private//