Comments | shadowcandy: holocaust ruined my heart!!!

shadowcandy

holocaust ruined my heart!!!

May 25, 2005 22:29

today in holocaust class we talked about the crematoriums, and she was talking about how she cremated her dogs and the ashes had chunks of bones left in it. and i got tears in my eyes because all i could think of was that my dad was burned... and reduced to nothing more than dust and little morsels of bones. thats not how i want to think of him, ( Read more... )

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thefinearts May 26 2005, 02:41:32 UTC

it wasn't his physical characteristics that made him who he was.

shadowcandy May 26 2005, 02:45:11 UTC

well thats all i had left... thanks though

the_unraveling May 26 2005, 05:12:45 UTC

She's right^^^. When you've got nothing left of him like you said, the best things are your memories. Those are God's gift to mourning families. You know that on the 14th, when everyone is sitting around that gravestone, there will be tears, but most of all there will be laughter. So much laughter that you'll tear up some more. You're not rejoicing over his death though, you're rejoicing over the fact that God has blessed us with memories.
I'll always remember that picture of him and your mom on halloween. When she's the Nurse, and he's checking her heartbeat with his tounge sticking out, that was hilarious. He was a wonderful man, and even though towards the end you guys didn't have the best relationship, you still have 15 other years of memories with him. That's so much. Fifteen. My sisters aren't even fifteen yet.
I will most definetley be there with you guys on the 14th though.
For sure.
Love you,
mitch.

shadowcandy May 27 2005, 02:08:55 UTC

i understand... but knowing his body was destroyed is a bad feeling... think about it...

rachieface1512 May 26 2005, 19:49:26 UTC

Oh baby. I love you and i just want to give you a huge hug. You mean the world to me and it hurts to see you so sad. This made me cry because youre in pain. I hate that. people saying the things mitch and alycia said about memories, even though its true you need to hold on to those, they arnt gunna make the hurt you feel go away.I think right now you need someone to talk to who will just listen and hug you because sometimes being told those things arnt what you need at the time and it makes you resent that person. So if you need me im always here for you! I love you!

shadowcandy May 27 2005, 02:10:13 UTC

AGREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED times a thousand!!! weird i wrote that in my journal last night. about just wanting hugs and a listening ear... not responces

apathy____falls May 27 2005, 03:05:30 UTC

im sorry babe. i need to talk to you, and only you. I've been crying all day and I dont know why and youre the only one who knows whats up.
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