I feel horrible that I'm not there to give you the hug you deserve right now. I love you, and I know that you're going to get through this. Give yourself time Katie, don't let the people surrounding you bring you down or influence your thoughts and feelings. Take time to think about your life and get everything straight. Allow yourself a few moments of peace, in the cemetery by the water, clear your head and let your thoughts wander. You have to realize that you can't please everybody, you weren't meant to please everybody. Be yourself, whoever that might be. Try less and you'll see that everything will fall back into place by itself. Let things happen, just live your life one day at a time. Most important of all, remember that you always have me, you can call me at ALL times or email me or write to me...I'm still here, even if you tend to maybe forget it. I still care as much and I am still holding on to our friendship. I believe in you Katie. *hug* loves xxxx Your adopted step brother ...
I've learned my lesson many times about giving too much, and I've been trying to calm down and take some time for myself. I still haven't quite gotten it down right, but I'm getting there...
I love the fact that you're further away then anyone that's close to me, and you're probably the one whose right here with me the most. Surprisingly, since you visited, I realized that it just seems like you've never left. I don't know if its just the time passing by too quickly, or just me, but you've never been gone.
But I still miss you like crazy...and I love you always. You'll always be my big adopted step brother, and I'll never stop caring about you and being fully aware that you care about me too. I'm here for you...even tho your canadian drama a little confusing =P lol j/k
Thank you sooooo much... I wish you could walk through the cemetary with me again >.< Miss you -xox-
Well then...I suppose it's a good thing you're not Katie to me...You're Little One... *snuggles* I really wish that I could be there for you, more, Little One...I miss you, a lot...T.T It seemed like we were becoming such good friends back in 8th grade, and then high school tore us apart so that friendship could continue to grow...T.T It's so sad... But hey, listen to me. If you think that the world has just completely turned it's back on you, give me a call...I might now know who in the hell you're talking about, or even understand everything, but I'll listen, and you will know that you're telling someone whole loves you... and still cares about you...You know, I think about you more then you probably think. >.O And it hurts me to see that you're so upset and I can't do anything to help you... *snuggles* I love you, Little One...and I always will... Give me a call sometime, okay?
EEEEEPPPP!!!!genuineem323May 12 2006, 19:32:28 UTC
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =( Je suis desole! Je sais que je dit "Ou est mon Kait" (Je pense.. ou quelquechose similair (sp)) je ne sais pas.
Je t'aime!
And I'm the same way totally. Seriously. Upsetting people really freaks me out,.. which is why I've been SO stressed out this entire week. THAT is what is wrong with me... but I'll explain that more at NHS tonight.. hopefully. I think *eeps* sighs. I feel like it's s a very odd statement coming from me... (the thing thats been stressing me out) ah. infact,.. its a really long story. ah =(
Re: EEEEEPPPP!!!!genuineem323May 12 2006, 19:34:10 UTC
btw fyi when i looked at this and read it. i was like... was this the beginning of the last entry.. did i miss all this.. and i kept reading and then it was done and i was like 3 comments.. well im one of the few people who normally leaves comments. did i leave a comment on this. Did i already read this?! it was quite a freaky 30 seconds!
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I feel horrible that I'm not there to give you the hug you deserve right now. I love you, and I know that you're going to get through this. Give yourself time Katie, don't let the people surrounding you bring you down or influence your thoughts and feelings. Take time to think about your life and get everything straight. Allow yourself a few moments of peace, in the cemetery by the water, clear your head and let your thoughts wander.
You have to realize that you can't please everybody, you weren't meant to please everybody. Be yourself, whoever that might be. Try less and you'll see that everything will fall back into place by itself. Let things happen, just live your life one day at a time.
Most important of all, remember that you always have me, you can call me at ALL times or email me or write to me...I'm still here, even if you tend to maybe forget it. I still care as much and I am still holding on to our friendship. I believe in you Katie.
*hug* loves xxxx
Your adopted step brother ...
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I love the fact that you're further away then anyone that's close to me, and you're probably the one whose right here with me the most. Surprisingly, since you visited, I realized that it just seems like you've never left. I don't know if its just the time passing by too quickly, or just me, but you've never been gone.
But I still miss you like crazy...and I love you always. You'll always be my big adopted step brother, and I'll never stop caring about you and being fully aware that you care about me too. I'm here for you...even tho your canadian drama a little confusing =P lol j/k
Thank you sooooo much...
I wish you could walk through the cemetary with me again >.<
Miss you -xox-
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Love, Kitty
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=( Je suis desole! Je sais que je dit "Ou est mon Kait" (Je pense.. ou quelquechose similair (sp)) je ne sais pas.
Je t'aime!
And I'm the same way totally. Seriously. Upsetting people really freaks me out,.. which is why I've been SO stressed out this entire week. THAT is what is wrong with me... but I'll explain that more at NHS tonight.. hopefully. I think *eeps* sighs. I feel like it's s a very odd statement coming from me... (the thing thats been stressing me out) ah. infact,.. its a really long story. ah =(
I'll save it for our 3AM date.
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