I howl out my rage at this world and the next ( Read more... )

for those of you who know me might have noticed that my health has been slipping into the red,despite the fact i'v been complyant with my medications. it's reach apoint where the rock i'v been rolling up the hill has gotting to much for me to bare alone.i know many of you would help at a drop of a hat. the problem is there is nothing anyone can do ( Read more... )

WOW!!!!!!.... On Mar. 15 i reach twenty-five years i know most people look at 25 and see a short span of time.i look and see a blessing from above, a number i was told i'd never see yet here i am laughing and loving just as greatly ( Read more... )

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Just when i think i get a handle on life it spins the other way and i lose my grip,and my way.
now i find myself lost in my own emotions and inner strife,unsure what the next step is.

it offical i be depresed, alot as be going on in my life right now and it's hard i'v screwed up alot of things and angered alot of people.Not to the point that i'm totaly alone but to the point they no longer want to be around me till i get my shit together.it's damn hard trying to do things for myself when what i'v done most of my life is for ( Read more... )

Normally i don't post These

but in this case the results rock

how many of you've watched a movie then say shit like that doesn't happen to real people ( Read more... )