So I made a decision. I am not going to tell anyone yet what my decision is cause honestly I don't want to hear it from anybody that i made the wrong decision. Thank you everyone for your input on how i should run my life. I am pretty sure at 24 years I am capable of doing it myself. If my decision doesn't work out for me then. I have my backup ( Read more... )

My ex is trying ot committ suicide.. i think i am in for a long night

Not much really.. been uber house cleaning. I haven't seen it this clean in forever. Cleaned chris's car today it is so sparkly and pretty. It is a shame he is trying to sell it. Been job hunting so far no job... but have a few good prospects. Nothing that pays so well.. but ill live. I just need enough to make due. Both of my parents want me to ( Read more... )

So i have been up since 3 am.. Ridiculous i say. plus i am bored, nothing to watch on tv, no movies, the gym opens.. maybe ill work out.. and im tired of cleaning. I would be on my way to work right now.. this is the first day i was supposed to be back since thurs morning.. kinda sad. The guys don't even know i was fired (my shift). I really like ( Read more... )

So i turned 24 today. Honestly i don't have much to show for it. I don't have a college degree, i am in the process of getting a divorce, i just lost my job, and i am sitting alone at home drinking a nice buttery flavored wine. Fuck the candles, fuck the cake.. honestly I am tired of life shitting on me. Just as things always look up something ( Read more... )

I am having a case of the blues.. no one will be here for my bday next week :(

oh and im not coming to alabama.. no one i was going to visit would answer there phone.. plus its expensive

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Depending on how you look at it. My best friend is on restriction on the ship.. but at least i get to play in his car for the next45 days.. well now 42. It is an BMW M3. Rawr. I just qualified step 2.. now on step 3 at work.. sucked today was my first watch and i was BUSY.. omg.. I was in the building like 30 mins. The rest of the time i was ( Read more... )

SO i have had the past week off and disappointedly couldn't return home. But I still had fun. CHris got back friday and we went to keegans and got stupid drunk with a bunch of friends..then we went to the beach at 2 in the morning and took a swim. LOL we were covered in sand. Head to toe. Three of us that went headed back to my house and got sand ( Read more... )

So life is good i have a week off .. chris is coming back tomorrow.. actually today.. new roommate moving in .. and seeing voltaire this weekend. Evan Parnell may visit this next coming weekend if not he will come up during columbus day weekend. Finally got my MGI bill in i dont' know if i mentioned that or not.. and to top things off i am ( Read more... )

So I am off for the next four days.. wanted to be able to head back down to al next week on my 7 day just won't be able to afford it. So maybe next month :) I am just getting my MGI bill starting to go through so it should be doable. That and if i don't make it down then it won't be until dec i will be able to visit. We start our outage on the 2oth ( Read more... )