What a great Christmas! Mick gave me the most BEAUTIFUL heart necklace -- it has crystals on the front and our initials engraved on the back. I love it!! Then I got to go to Charlston to the Jump concert -- the band is breaking up, boo hoo. The bad part of all that is that Mick did not get to go with me (unlike some lucky girls who get to take ( Read more... )

I am so annoyed. This girl shows up today with a xmas present for Mick. She's some girl he hung out with a little while we were broken up. But she did not mean much to him, and I know it. I really trust and believe that he loves me and only me -- I can feel it, you know? SHE should see the obvious and just let go. It is really irritating me ( Read more... )

Something I wrote recently got me thinking. I feel so lonely sometimes -- ok, lots of the time. It just seems like there is no one out there, no one who understands or thinks like me or CARES. Then something happens that makes me feel completely the opposite -- a phone call, a hug. Christmas is one of those things. Everybody makes a point of ( Read more... )

I love the mall at Christmas. I love the colors, the songs, the people in Christmas clothes. Everyone is a little bit happier and nicer. I love to shop, and even though everything I am buying is for other people and not me, it is still fun. I like to think of people opening the presents I get them. I even found a gift for Mick. It is the ( Read more... )

I'm home early from school -- I feel so tired today. Too much excitement, maybe. I'm back with my boyfriend now. It is really, really good. We were broken up for maybe three or four months, since right before school started. We broke up -- well, I did -- because, idk. Stuff. But after a while, I just couldn't stop missing him. Now that we' ( Read more... )

Ok. Let's see . . . Let's start with "John", the guy I kissed after the CRHS/OHS game. Nice, a friend, a possible hook-up buddy, but that's it. Number two: boy I have liked all year and before: his girlfriend broke up with him, he went with another girl (who was not me), now he's back with his girlfriend. He is so nice to me when we see each ( Read more... )

Thanksgiving was great! Now we're getting ready to do the 'Over the river and through the woods" thing -- i.e. go to Grandma's. Should be another good meal. things I have to be thankful for: a good family. Having one or two really good friends. Good grades. Enough money (ok, does any teen girl really ever have enough money???). Boys that ( Read more... )

A good day! I went to the CRHS / OHS football game on Friday night -- FUN! Saw lots of friends, saw The Boy, who blew me a kiss. Now, that was very exciting, I have to admit BUT I am moving on from him anyway. Too many fish in the sea to wait for one who doesn't seem to be swimming my way. There's this new guy, let's call him John (names have ( Read more... )

My grandma waz sick so we had to go out of town this weekend. I got back in time to see The Boy. He and his girlfriend are finally broken up -- not that she deserved him -- but now he is only interested in hook-ups, he says. doesn't want another realtionship so soon, confused, needs space, whatever. You know I like him, but he is just not worth ( Read more... )

I've gotta work on this LJ, add some friends and a pic. Later, I guess, cuz I have too much homework right now. I'm feeling better. A ggood weekend will do that. I went to the fair -- I LOVE the fair! the lights, the colors, the funnel cake, the rides. Also this weekend, I saw the boy I like. Just saw him, not like, you know, went out with ( Read more... )