Feeling Bitter

[shadowitch]

I went to Hockey training tonight. I had asked to be included in the 1sts this week because they are playing against my former club at my former home ground. This other club treated me shamefully when I was injured last year and I have been burning all year to get to play against them and show them that I am not the broken down, no use anymore

Comments

[ruth_lawrence]

Uh-oh!

You're right to be livid, and it's okay to express that, ya know.

[shadowitch]

Yes love, but I'm seething like a volcano right now and that isn't healthy. It's also dangerous for my opponents on the weekend. Unless I bring this under control I'm liable to hurt someone.

I hate myself when my temper explodes like this, but I can't control it. Red heads - don't light their fuse~!

[ruth_lawrence]

You may need to flog a post.

That sort of thing works for me, any way.

[shadowitch]

*s* Me too~! Though, in my case, 'tis far more blessed to receive than to give

[sapphirescarlet]

I agree wholeheartedly with Ruth. This is righteously held indignation. Pound something.

[shadowitch]

I will - I'm afraid it will be my opposition on Saturday though. I'm trying to keep in control because I don't want to do anything stupid, but I don't know how well I'll be able to bottle it all in.

[noxnottetorrent]

Wow. I was thinking that same as you; that the first game against your former team mates would be the most important and exorcising one...

That's very disappointing and upsetting.

[shadowitch]

Thanks. I'm glad it's not just me that feels it. I'm bloody shattered.