Goddamn I'm getting cabin fever up here in Townsend ( Read more... )

I flunked outta UT.

I accidently deleted this whole motherfucking entry. I'm ok though. It's a relief!

I'll explain more later, I did a good job of it already, but my big ole hands pressed the delete key I guess; it happened so fast.

I'm not doing too bad. The holidays kinda piss me off/depress me. I know that sounds ludicrous but I've gotten so distant from reality that logical explanation is drowned out by the sounds of my head getting nervy and distraught. I'm getting a psych named Butch McCloud and he might help, might not. Nicotine withdrawal has been hell since going ( Read more... )

hold me now
I'm goin down
and I don't know if I'll be okay

I tried to get in contact with somebody recently. I've begun to prefer to pretend that we never had met. The situation, when examined up close, just makes me feel far too sick and depressed to actually consider as a reality. I wish there could be a gesture more dramatic than an opening paragraph LJ. But you know who you are. I'm fairly ( Read more... )

it's hard to move on from something you really knew nothing about. the seasons can be cruel when you have certain memories attached to them . You wish that those feelings would return with the weather, but at the same time I enjoy the honesty spring has brought (You're not feeling as good as you were last time, do something). Seasons talk in ( Read more... )

I had a dream where I got with somebody and it was good. What was bad was waking up and realizing it was in fact not reality. But what I did, you see, was fall back asleep and dreamt about the same person again. This time I was like, "it's happened again it must be real" but it wasn't, and I should've been able to tell by the opulant fountains ( Read more... )

Ok dammit, here goes ( Read more... )

I don't know if I can finish that. I just wouldn't like how it would come out is all.

Ok, so this is called the honest entry, one of my most stubborn attempts to clearly sum things up, currently ( Read more... )