wut up wut up i kno i aint wrote in a while not like anyone cares to read it but anyways i benn workin all the time im so glad i got off my lazy ass and got a job and now i have a car it aint a real good one but i can fix it up and it'll be alot better my sisters boyfriend beat her up and a bunch of shit and then she got locked up shes back out now ( Read more... )

AM I REAL OR FAKE ( Read more... )

well today aint a very good day i've discovered thinking is as addictive as crack once u start u cant stop i been thinkin alot latley about mom about life about dad. did mom have to leave as soon as she did was i good enough to her did i act right. why did she have to leave. what the fuck good is life its full of letdowns nothing good ever lasts ( Read more... )

well have you been to the point where you thought about giving up and you think that there is nothing more to live for well i have then i met her now i feel so much better i have a reason to wake up in the morning i have reason for everything i think she is one of the best things that have ever happened to me i just dont kno how to tell her maybe ( Read more... )

i talk to you on the phone ( Read more... )

if i should ever leave you whom i love ( Read more... )

well today was another boring day but it was alot better than yesterday i guess im getting better i went to go get a stupid ass social security card today and me and gramma went to wal-mart and we didnt even argue thats a fuckin miracle and i worked out for like an hour and a half that really helps for stress and i just hope that the rest of the ( Read more... )

well i think i have fucked up now i let my guard down i let emotions in my life emotions lead to heartbreak and that is the last thing i need right now i dont kno y i didnt see it coming i just dont kno i just hope she wont be like the rest i just hope she wont hurt me there is only one barrier standing in our way but we will get over it i think i ( Read more... )

i look through the window ( Read more... )

well im back in dothan now i dont kno what the fuck i did but now dallas hates me and she wont even talk to me and smoky hates me too i got kicked out of bj's house i got to listen to my dad tell me what a worthless piece of shit i am and im about ready to just end it all i mean what the fuck noone cares for real everyone who i thought cared was ( Read more... )