Comments | shadowrune: "The Field Day" or "The Fear of the Past Repeating"

shadowrune

"The Field Day" or "The Fear of the Past Repeating"

Apr 22, 2005 19:21

Today was a field day at my school. It's kinda like a carnival. Half the time I was there I was looking for a particular friend. I then decided to wait and play some vollyball. It was when I was about to leave I found her. I got the strangest of vibes from her again ( Read more... )

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This is "her" sakurafheroshi April 27 2005, 21:53:16 UTC

yo K it's me. First off promise you'll never raise cold steel to you heart ever!! Why are you soo hung up on me? I like you you're reallly cool! I'm just kindof with Regis and I want to be with him. I don't feel right being with you knowing how you feel. I have strict rules I place apon myslef. Your engaged you can't like me or want me the way that you do. It's wrong that you tell me you love me. I care about you as a person but really YOUR ENGAGED!!! And I also am to blame I found I like being near you and I was thinking of you as a boyfriend not just a guy who's my friend. So I have been avoiding you to avoid the temptation of thinking or feel that way. I'm sorry. That's really why I've been so distant not because I want to kill people cus my hormons.I can lie but only for so long till I have to tell the truth. I.................................................don't know what to do or say. I want to say I'm sorry a million times. *sigh*I'm sorry ...I'm a coward I've never faced my fears or people, never had to. Your better of not ( ... )

Re: This is "her" shadowrune April 28 2005, 03:35:28 UTC

What is wrong with loving others? I don't really see it as "cheating" or anything, but I love my friends. If given the choice of sacrfice to make the world better, I'd do it. So, you want to be away from me because you like me? Hmm, I understand that, but I still can't understand why we can be the usual friends. Why? I've also noticed you're a great deal more open on the internet. The reason I'm hung up over you is because you're my friend. I remember telling you something (don't think you were paying attention though): "What do you do if in loving someone, causes the one you love pain?" I thought this several times with Katrina, and over and over again I thought of breaking up with her because she was being taunted at school because of me. I've also been thinking this about you too ( ... )