You Make Me Hate Myself

[shadows_become]

So I found out tonight that one of my ex-girlfriends was fucking me over the whole time. I remember once when I was being "jealous and untrusting" I made some comments that had something to do about her cheating on me. She got so upset she was crying and telling me that she could never do that. That she could never and would never fuck somone else

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Two men Of similar Fates

[deathspatriot88]

I know exactly how you feel man, me and my ex called it quits a month or so ago. I feel everything your feeling now, she has not been cheating in the sense that your ex has, so for that I bid you all the strength of resolution, but she has left me for other guys before. What you said about her getting all deffensive when you were questionong her, mine was the same way, so maybe she wasnt as faithful as I thought. Everything changes, especially now, Im a senior and my world seems to be falling away to reveal a real hell, a hell I call my life. I always find these girls that have some kind of mental or emotional problem, Lynne was the first to change it all but now she has thrown it all away. I always get hurt, never can things just be harmonic, happy, perfect, it all has to be fucked in some way. I feel for you man, your not the only guy who gets steped on for trying to be nice and not like the majority of the assholes that wonder aimlessly across this earth. It seems good people will always atract the weak/evil/losers/psychos/messed/

[headed4theocean]

I'm sorry to hear that, Evil. That just goes to further prove my point that 99.9% of the human race are malicious assholes. Myself included. You deserve better then to be fucked around on. You are one of the few genuinely good people I have met in my life and you have a pure heart. Don't let the fact that this girl cheated on you be the basis for all of your forthcoming relationships. Meaning, just because she's a faithless whore doesn't mean every other girl will be too. You deserve someone who will treat you with love and respect and trust.

Much love.. Yada

[guttergod]

Everyone else already said anything I would have said so I'll skip it and just say this: I'm always there for you if you need/want someone to talk to because I care about you very much. You have my phone number. You can also call me at work, even if you are just bored. It's 602-482-3633. ::TACKLEHUG::

<3 Stina