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After camping at Acadia National Park for a week, I am back for the rest of the summer. After spending this weekend with my Father, I will be available most days to hang out. I've got a few hard decisions to make in the next few days, so forgive me if I neglect you.
I think I learned a great deal about myself this past week. Being away from the computer gave me time to think. I've noticed that I'm beginning to resent being around allot of people as people in general make me feel uncomfortable being myself. With a little help from my camping companions, I've realized/been told that I have peculiar sharing problems. I have no problems sharing 'things'. I do however, have problems sharing myself. I spent the last week eating alone on benches away from people. I can't stand feeling crowded when I eat. I also don't like to tell people about things I really like, be they television shows or bands. I think that I like being alone so much because I can do what I want, how I want, when I want. My time and experiences are exceptionally valuable to me. My material things not so much. I have also decided that I'll start a serious relationship when I can find a girl that I can lay down in a room with in silence without it being weird. Commence black stars.
I think I learned a great deal about myself this past week. Being away from the computer gave me time to think. I've noticed that I'm beginning to resent being around allot of people as people in general make me feel uncomfortable being myself. With a little help from my camping companions, I've realized/been told that I have peculiar sharing problems. I have no problems sharing 'things'. I do however, have problems sharing myself. I spent the last week eating alone on benches away from people. I can't stand feeling crowded when I eat. I also don't like to tell people about things I really like, be they television shows or bands. I think that I like being alone so much because I can do what I want, how I want, when I want. My time and experiences are exceptionally valuable to me. My material things not so much. I have also decided that I'll start a serious relationship when I can find a girl that I can lay down in a room with in silence without it being weird. Commence black stars.