Silence in the Dark

Feb 07, 2017 15:36

It’s too much. My brain can’t handle it ( Read more... )

lj idol s10, depression, pain, life

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adoptedwriter February 8 2017, 13:07:54 UTC
Hugs...

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shadowwolf13 February 9 2017, 15:57:50 UTC
:hugs:

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penpusher February 9 2017, 07:49:51 UTC
The positive is at least your character (you?) is aware of the problems that need to be addressed. So many don't even know why they feel that sense of malaise and unbalance, so they still have to do all the work to get to this level. Then, if they have the time, energy and motivation, they get to begin on how to fix it!

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shadowwolf13 February 9 2017, 15:59:50 UTC
it's all non fiction, so ... yeah, me. :(

I know better jobs, more income would fix a lot of the home level stuff, physically. But how to do that when I can't get call backs I haven't a clue.

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rayaso February 10 2017, 17:07:17 UTC
You are in such a difficult, depressing situation. I hope things change for you. I'm so sorry for the deaths. This is an awful lot to bear.

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shadowwolf13 February 10 2017, 17:11:53 UTC
And more bad news yesterday, my father was admitted due to several small heart attacks. He's doing good, hoping to be released today but ... man, I need less heart wrenching bad news for a while.

Thank you so much for reading.

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rayaso February 10 2017, 17:44:49 UTC
I am extremely sorry to hear about your father. I hope his recovery goes well.

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halfshellvenus February 13 2017, 03:49:44 UTC
I completely understand why you're so overwhelmed, and that last paragraph describes it so well.

You have been through unimaginable pain recently, and there is nothing you owe anyone besides your family other than to survive it and somehow keep going on. It will hurt less in time, but for now you must find the strength to endure-- whether that's yarn or silly cat pictures or just hugs. <3

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shadowwolf13 February 13 2017, 14:39:15 UTC
I just keep focusing on the getting through this minute. So far it's working. <3 :hugs:

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sinnamongirl February 13 2017, 09:35:30 UTC
That's pretty close to how I feel. Hugs!

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shadowwolf13 February 13 2017, 14:39:33 UTC
I'm so sorry you're experiencing it too. :hugs:

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