I woke up with empty stomach today which rarely happens unless that I'm fasting. It didn't feel good and I suddenly had the feeling that someone has been very selfish and I hadn't a talk with.


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I'm quite disappointed. Now I'm reading the decided dates of GACKT's European Tour, I wish he thought of touring from the 1st of July. My vacation overseas starts from the 1st of July till the 16th. It's even shorter and I've never been to that part of the world before. My hopes are highly down now and I feel like giving up seeing GACKT live. I ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I posted a random entry.


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I turned 25 this April, I thank everyone who sent me kind wishes either online or through phone. I've not gotten any presents this year, at least my sister remembered that April is my birth month. I've been quite busy helping sister with work, the amazing loads of work I can't help only praying for her. She still refuses that I go help at her work ( Read more... )

I've not updated here since long and my LJ subscription is ending soon. I've been having sleepless nights since I witnessed the tsunami that hit Japan. I saw that 1st live at the morning, I couldn't stop shivering and I cried. I'm too afraid and I wish for no nuclear activities in my country. I'm praying for all the Japanese and I wish I can donate ( Read more... )

I have this fear of earthquakes & floods lately. I'm sick of scam & sex jokes. I'm also in a desperate need for money, I'm still jobless and that feels like forever. I'm not confident enough yet to move to a big city. For mean time I help with housework like usually, but I ask for a little money from parents and sister this time hopefully I get my ( Read more... )

I got badly sick & depressed for a couple of weeks, weather is always cold.


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I wish I can observe the CG in BUNRAKU soon so I can change my mind about how bad it looks already to me. I feel bad and I've been pissed-off already by close-minded people I have around. Don't people change during their 20s before the 30s? I don't see that. I've not done anything useful lately and after 2 days they are traveling again. Sister is ( Read more... )

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I'm so wide awake this morning with a headache. I had to deal with those stray kitties hiding in sister's car engine. We don't need those kitties to shred into pieces to death. Weird kitties of this alley, do all kitties hide like that inside your cars? Holidays start from tomorrow for the new Islamic Year plus the National Day.


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