im so fucking bored. I feel so fat because i ate a pizza. I get so bored and eat something has like 248625632756732 calories in it and will make me gain 100 pounds. wtf is wrong with me? Why did i eat? I shouldnt have.. now i feel bad.
I need to be on a diet, im too fucking fat to be eating anything.
I feel like shit. I feel so fat. I feel so ugly. I dont know what to do. I dont want to live right now. I hate the way i look. I wonder why i cant be like everyone else. I guess im just different.
I went to school today, it was just another day. Im glad tomarrows Friday. Im going to my daddys, Saras comin with me. fun stuff. Im going tanning when mama gets home and then we gotta stop by the store AGAIN because i need shampoo and water.